im sick
Projecting onto my characters lol. Andy is audhd and anxious as hell like me and so I feel like he has some times where he's absolutely just exhausted and unable to do much of anything... Which like he always had these days but I had previously put them down as depressive episodes -- which they might've been at one point. But I'm thinking that actually it's more like autistic burnout or something. Howard doesn't get it so much cuz he's not high masking? Like he's just flat and monotone and has his interests and he doesn't really care what anyone thinks. Whereas Andy's like constantly fighting the instinct to live for everyone else. It's tiring!!!